freedom and prosperityIn my dreamtime, living in a different state means (to me) a change in consciousness.  About a month ago, i woke myself up crying to go home.  When awake this was not so traumatic as i was sleeping in the hospital yet again, and a good nights sleep in my bed in my home would have done wonders for my back and disposition.  Living in Ha’waii has a totally different meaning than just a change in consciousness, it means something spiritual big and revolutionary is or has begun to take place.  This dreamstate had me in Ha’waii and not being able to get home, all the while still feeling disconnected.  Over the next two weeks, Ha’waii comes into focus repeatedly, including when I took mom to the doctor, the exam room had Ha’waii decor only.  Teachings and prayers from the military time i lived there came forth, and an EFT practitioner I discuss various issues with asked if I knew about the Huna prayer:

I am sorry…
Please forgive me…
Thank you…
I love you…

The prayer is part of the Ha’waiian balancing of life.  It is referred to as Ho’oponopono.  At 18, I did not understand all it implied, but now it contains a wealth of information.  This EFT practitioner had used it as part of a tapping sequence.  I’m not sure he knew exactly how deep that prayer diggs…  It is believe that we create our universe.  I have created you three dear friends, to support a purpose within my life.  When my friend, Graham shares something he did with his grandson, or my internet  buddy, JG shares her life experiences, or Mr. Holmes shares his Beloved and family, according to Kahuna, I created all that within my life/universe to fulfill a need.  Then I take responsibility for all that is experienced and shared with me.  Next I say the prayer to the Divine/God to scrub away all karma, past indiscretions, and sins of the father so to speak.  Yep at 18, Kahuna may have seen who I would be, but I was totally lost with this teaching.

What is even more powerful, is to say that prayer while looking at yourself in the mirror and using it as a mantra.  Say that prayer to the God within and free the flow of good vibrations to your universe.


Cindy Lee, Cindy Carver, wedding officiant, psychic, medium, shaman, author, Tracy Richards series, Seance SeriesThe hiatus continues from psychic readings and novel writing. Family health issues continue to be my main focus, along with my traditional and cosplay weddings.

My heroine, Tracy Richards, psychic investigator, is yammering to have her story finished and to begin a new adventure with ex-boyfriend, Sly. A reminder, when Tracy’s first story is published and available, the Seance series will become available also.  It will be available  on Renee Pellegrino‘s site and my author site for free. The treasure hunt for The Secret Locket will begin after the heroine’s, Tracy Richards, personal stories are published.

This time offline provided me with a lot of reading time. My recent submersion into spiritual studies is Ho’oponopono. The short and powerful prayer: I am sorry. Please forgive me. Thank you. I love you. This covers it all, whether it is your battle with a weight issue or with finances.

i am sorry for any abuse i may have caused you. please forgive me as i did not know the harm i may have created. thank you for the support you continue to give me. I love you. (said to your Divine being usually, but can be said to the Spirit of all living things, as in all things have a spirit)

NOTE:  (Wedding Tip)  Your fiance fell in love with you as you are now.  Not what your weight will be by your wedding ceremony.  Do yourself a huge favor, reduce the stress of planning the wedding by eliminating the stress of dieting.  Once you accept yourself and your body as being perfect the way you are (Now), the reduction of that stress allows your metabolism to readjust and your clothes begin to fit differently.

i love you the way you look today.  i am sorry for any abuse i caused you.  please forgive me for expecting you to be like someone else and not your authentic self.  thank you for being who you are today. I love you as you are today.

Sure you may change in-between the lines to reflect different beliefs that arise from saying this mantra.  When I began using the mantra I tapped along with the words.  For an example please check this youtube video.  If you are not familiar with EFT tapping, take full responsibility for yourself and follow the video.  I am an EFT advanced practitioner if you would like private sessions.

I can not think of any issue, that one of those statements wouldn’t be appropriate for. Whether you are at fault or not, it is a very sincere way to make amends. Taking the high road and accepting the responsibility of the situation, whether it is your fault or not. That is the higher self growing and being inspired to Awaken into Enlightenment. <– My opinion.

and… NO you do not have to say this aloud. It is a silent prayer said within you. Use as your new mantra.


theta brain wave, daydream like state, author cindy carver, rosa pearl meditationThe down side to adding cool items to my website by links, links go defunct at times. The page is now functioning with a fifteen and forty five minute meditation at the Theta wave length.

Theta is the realm before deep sleep. When you remain conscious in that state, your body heals, you get terrific ideas, and you reduce stress. Is this proven? Not scientifically. Einstein said his best work resulted from ideas while engaging in “something like” daydreaming. Theta is ‘like’ daydreaming when you remain conscious of your thoughts in a relaxed state. Edison, Tesla, and writers access this daydream like state to create theories, laws, and fantastically entertaining stories.

Enjoy and let me know how you use these cool tools.


Cindy Carver, author, wedding officiant, dayton, ohio, The Event Connections,
Writing Prompt:

For today’s writing prompt, offer up 300 words to describe this scene. Put emotions behind and in it, make me feel as if I am there. Use the comment area if you would like it critiqued. Only beneficial critiques will be published. Remember to be helpful, because cutting, snarky, critiques won’t be published. Always something nice.

Let’s have fun.

Photo is courtesy of the Public Domain Files.


NaNoWriMo2014 winnerYes, I did it.  Does the novel make sense?  Who knows.  What I do know is I have over 50,000 words of unedited master piece.  Now that you are finished rolling on the floor laughing your buttocks off, I’m off to edit and re-edit.  I continue to hold on to the dream of writing a novel in 30 days that does not have plot holes or needs more than light editing.


My thoughts on NaNoWriMo 2014


Tracy Richards Series, Seance Series, Cindy Carver author, NaNoWriMo, National Novel Writing Month,As you can tell by the chart in the sidebar, I don’t update daily. My word count is a bit behind schedule and real life is knocking the dedicated writing time slot until tomorrow quite a bit. This happens when I begin writing in earnest. It doesn’t matter if it is November or May, chaos will begin to happen. I will continue to write on and create wacky characters with wild paranormal events.

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